I’m prone to crashing not the day just after being overwhelmed.
But, more so after the two or three days.
It all catches up and slows me down real slow.
Depleted at the end of the day with only minimum words and no answers for the question, “What’s wrong?”
“Just tired.” I say.
Because it’s hard to explain my fatigue has caught up with me.
With my emotions too.
The body gets tired, the heart’s always close behind.
The Advent card, today’s image reminded me of repetitious days.
Of sameness and habitual motions.
Of showing up, being more, doing more and marking another day done. Pencil marks counting another task finished, not much more than finished.
Day 23, two days away from Christmas Eve
The image reminding of 23rd Psalm.
A timely reminder, I need to rest.
A psalm of David.
The Lord is my shepherd;
I have all that I need.
He lets me rest in green meadows;
he leads me beside peaceful streams.
He renews my strength.
He guides me along right paths,
bringing honor to his name.
Even when I walk
through the darkest valley,[a]
I will not be afraid,
for you are close beside me.
Your rod and your staff
protect and comfort me.
You prepare a feast for me
in the presence of my enemies.
You honor me by anointing my head with oil.
My cup overflows with blessings.
Surely your goodness and unfailing love will pursue me
all the days of my life,
and I will live in the house of the Lord