…She continued praying before the Lord.
I Samuel 1:12
The wonder of the Bible is that you may have heard or read something before, but read again and just one verse will stick, maybe your ears are different, your situation or your place of mind and heart.
The telling of another’s struggle, their story read again or attended to in a new way as if written just for you.
And you might not be in that “place” right then, but there’s a familiarity of there that astounds and resounds.
Hannah was a woman of great endurance and there must have been times she quietly trusted, but others she cried out; she cried out to the point of people thinking she must be either drunk or crazy.
Seriously, this is why I love my Bible! Because haven’t we all been there? Longing for what our hearts told us could and should be a part of our life? Longing for resolution?
These not so quiet prayers make us anxious, a little crazy and might cause others concern.
These are not the easy prayers. Offered up and left for fulfillment.
These are the prayers for good in bad or hopeless, exhausted. These are the prayers of women, of mothers.
Hannah endured. She made it clear to God that she would be a good mother, she’d be thankful for His blessing and she’d give it right back to Him.
How did you endure? they may have asked.
And her reply was my reply.
“I opened my hand, my fingers relaxed, my palm towards heaven and said, This is your child, God, have your will.”
She’d remember her answered prayer.
Others thought she shouldn’t be so vocal, so steadfast, so committed to her request.
But, God heard and God answered.
So, may we remember prayers like that and may we remember God’s answers to them.
May we remember He blessed our endurance.
With good things like children.