I hurried home to get a walk in.
On the way, alone with time, I thought ahead to what might or might not be.
I redirected my thoughts, chastised myself, tried to account for all my wasted worries.
Attempted to measure the moments, curious of the amount, wasted on anxious calculation of possible or not.
Wondering, ever wondering.
I looked past the messes left for me…the throw pillows askew, the labrador has been sleeping on my sofa again.
Bundled up and walked real fast and focused in the wind.
Almost dark, I cut through the field.
Turned the corner and settled my mind.
The evening sky saying, “acceptance”.
So glad to notice you, God.
i appreciate your sky.