On Saturday morning, I had granola at 11:30.
Strawberries and banana scooped from the bottom in their pool of creamy milk, the crunchy crisp clinging to little bites.
My Saturday freely open and my husband piddling around while I moved as slow as my body had inclination or not.
I woke looking, searching not frantic over the loss; but, in a longing way, hoping there’d be a shift like a soft breeze when you’re found pausing enough. I took my time.
Penciling thoughts, thinking I love pencil really over pen and reading verses, catching up on things thoughtful.
I love the pale gray on the buff of my journal, I especially love the smoothness of the pencil tip meeting paper as I am joyous over my thoughts making sense becoming more real and worthy of recording.
I straightened the house a little, not much to do and remembered a thick gray towel found when I was in search of new whites.
I washed and dried them all and remembered, a little excited over their newness.
Added the soft thick gray, sandwiched between the big nice whites. I loved it, I decided and gazed upon it like a masterpiece, this new arrangement.
The popcorn on our ceiling mattered not, not anymore. For whatever reason, the feeling was “content.”
I saw the beauty of now. Of all I have, how amazingly quite enough it all is. The gray taupe of towel, candle holders, shelf, tiny vase and slim forsythia branch a little dried.
I cherished the sight of it all, the measure of content, the serving of satisfaction.
So, I scrubbed my face and the day becoming more beautiful, dressed for walking.
A long way we walked. I let him off the leash, and he swam with geese. I captioned his pic “YOLO”
Yeah, we only live once.
I thought the other day if there might be a lesson I could pass on to those called “millennial ” it would to learn somehow, some way the skill, the mindset, the aspiration of sustaining contentment.
Because, by Sunday night I was sullen again over what might be true, what might be the reaction to those truths I have decided to share for the sake of my story of Jesus.
So, yeah…I believe the key to life might, in fact, be sustaining contentment.
I see now, to be content in all is a secret few find. We must learn from remembering the peace of it all, small satisfactory seconds becoming moments, hours, lives.
“…for I have learned in whatever situation I am to be content.” Philippians 4:11 ESV
But, for most of Saturday and even Sunday, it was sweet, the contentment over not so big things at all.
I found the sweet potatoes about to dry up, someone had given them to my husband.
I saved a few and peeled them, thinking I’ll coat them in butter, Parmesan sprinkles and bake them. We’ll have burgers, thick with cheese and we’ll dip the fries in a creamy sauce.
Then Sunday night ended late, my anxious worries unraveled in some twilight and cinematic dreams.
I woke and my spot welcomed me to the first little tidbit, a quote,
Be faithful in small things, for it is in small things that your strength lies. Mother Teresa
Just now, this evening a reply from a comment I left on a blog that began my day.
She says, “Lisa, I’m so proud of you for sharing a glimpse of your BIG dreams with me. It is difficult to find satisfaction in small beginnings, but I believe that God invites us to linger there a while longer, so we learn to live for Him alone. This way, when we do achieve some measure of success in the world’s eyes, we won’t be carried away on the wind of pride and self-satisfaction.”
I’ll not tell you how many times I’ve read this reply, simply for the sake of its value and truth, she could never have known.
This afternoon I told someone,
“God weaves us all together, we all matter, one to another. It’s his pattern.”
And this is before I read Sarah Koonst’s post at http://www.sarahkoontz.com/ and commented because I had been remembering the contentment of strawberries, new towels, and sweet potatoes.
Small things, great big grace, and love.
Thank you, God, for your grace thus far.
Oh, another Saturday little, sweet thing.
I was Nominated for the “Lovely Blog Award” by http://faithhopelovefood.com/ and will be posting really soon about this special thing and all the other little small and special things.
So many wise words. We are all engaged in an exchange of grace.
Today, I’m linking up with Jennifer Dukes Lee. Read her beautiful words evoking a beautiful sight here: http://jenniferdukeslee.com/jesus-sits-cross-legged-end-bed/