Today, I’ve decided to look for the grace.
3 verses down from the verse I call “life”, the one that I first claimed as my daddy’s verse and then decided it could be mine too, is a verse that reminds me of how God is always gracious. He waits to be gracious. He longs to be gracious. He’s about to be gracious, we should anticipate the grace we don’t see coming that he’s about to give!
In between are words that talk about “fleeing” on horses, maybe rushing ahead or going off on paths other than what are best…Isaiah is talking about a “rebellious” people.
I thought, maybe not waiting quietly and trusting with a repentant heart is rebellion too.
This whole waiting and trusting thing is hard. We want what we want and have no middle place…either rush ahead haphazard or throw up our hands and drop our heads in pity.
Trust and Wait. Trust and Obey.
I wrote a monthly column about the gentle and kind Savior and I’m still blown away by the reality of his open arms, holding me, keeping me, calling me back and loving me with new invitations to follow Him every day.
Today, look for grace, little and big.
Grace awaits, I have proof.
I had a moment just now wishing for something to be as before, hoping to have turned back time. Deciding, these days now are just as good as those were.
Then, I turn a corner and just like that I’m unexpectedly met by the smile, the smile the same just older, wiser and more independent.