If you’re a Bible reader, you’ll know what I’m feeling. On my way to the back of the Book where the chapters are listed by date, I rested in the front, almost the very beginning, Deuteronomy.
A time I needed to not know everything; but, couldn’t stop trying to figure it all out.
I prayed last night before sleep, here I go again, Lord, agonizing over things I don’t know and reasons for things that I do.
The secret things belong to the Lord. Deuteronomy 29:29
The thing is, that’s only half the verse. Moses goes on to say, “but the things that are revealed belong to us and to our children forever, that we may do all the words of this law”.
I flipped the page and there’s chapter 30 reminding us there will be blessings and curses, yet we return with all our heart and soul and our fortunes will be restored.
Now, I know Moses was talking law and not grace or mercy; but, I was craving for just a glimmer of light to keep me keeping on.
I scanned towards the bottom of the passage and saw the place I’d written “beauty, the thing of grace” in the margin and the promise I believe is an answered prayer,
The Lord your God will make you abundantly prosperous in all the work of your hand. Deuteronomy 30:10
The same God who led me to this passage when I had plans for another is the God who will lead me on closer and closer to the bend in the road.
The place where I see the works of my hand as worship and honor of a God who is worthy of my praise.
All my heart and with all my soul.