Never random when she calls, it’s always an interruption for both of us.
Still, we are rapt and attentive, anticipatory.
We pause, we interject.
We listen, we add to the conversation.
We are one and we call one another from the proverbial cliffs of our own anxious waiting.
Sometimes I call her down, sometimes she consoles, corrects, cajoles me.
Either way, there may be tears. There is always prayer and always, always we are both equally better.
Or at least, we’ve filled a big chunk of the space in our minds tainted by what we are dying to know, what we are willing ourselves to believe all will be His will or we are plain worn out from devising outcomes from which to choose and get ready for.
We are both willful we decide.
This morning, I want to know more. I’m reading my Bible like the good book it is, enthralled to know more, I decide to read each account of the day between death and resurrection.
I choose Luke because of one sentence in what amounts to no more than a paragraph.
Just a paragraph, a pause.
John, Mark and Matthew all the same, a resignation of accepting the death of Jesus and a business transaction on the part of a man named Joseph.
“Now there was a man named Joseph, from the Jewish town of Arimathea. He was a member of the council, a good and righteous man, who had not consented to their decision and action; and he was looking for the kingdom of God. This man went to Pilate and asked for the body of Jesus. Then he took it down and wrapped it in a linen shroud and laid him in a tomb cut in stone, where no one had ever yet been laid. It was the day of Preparation, and the Sabbath was beginning.”
Luke 23:50-54 ESV
The women prepared the spices, they’d taken care to continue in their parts. Verses before, they’d been told of promises.
Jesus saw their longing, their lamenting. He spoke of our own longing, our lamenting when and will and how and how long?
“But turning to them Jesus said, “Daughters of Jerusalem, do not weep for me, but weep for yourselves and for your children. For behold, the days are coming when they will say, ‘Blessed are the barren and the wombs that never bore and the breasts that never nursed!’ Then they will begin to say to the mountains, ‘Fall on us,’ and to the hills, ‘Cover us.’”
Luke 23:28-30 ESV
Told them days of blessings are a sure thing. Every single word of Jesus was purposeful, was promise.
Was a promise he kept and still keeps.
As if saying, Believe. You will see!
That day in between, sad but serene resignation, accepting, doing what we can do.
They did what they could, they made the preparations.
They were careful in their role as ones who cared.
They did what they could and then rested.
“Then they returned and prepared spices and ointments. On the Sabbath they rested according to the commandment.”
Luke 23:56 ESV
Today, I made a new to do list.
I’m in charge of some things and I’ve promised to do another. My children will be with me tomorrow for lunch and I’m ditzy when it comes to hosting and cooking and timelines.
I’ll read the narration for our cantata and I’ll sing and worship.
I added a bold bracket around my list and asked God to use me and my abilities as He sees fit.
And I remembered wisdom from another:
“I will when I can.”
Today, I’ll rest in my waiting. I’ll do my best to embrace the time, the day between.
Sabbath, I surrender to you. I’ll give grace to me and to those around me.
With anticipation and excitement I’ll celebrate the life and newness and resurrection tomorrow.
Like Mary and the others, I’ll hold on hopeful and wholeheartedly to your promise that it is not finished with me, there are still mountains to be moved and beautiful blessings from barren times for me and for the ones I love and humbly pray intercession for.
Prayers spoken and answered, she will call and we’ll sing together because His glory has been shown.
Yes, we have seen God’s glory!