“Therefore the Lord waits to be gracious to you, and therefore he exalts himself to show mercy to you. For the Lord is a God of justice; blessed are all those who wait for him.”
My “life verse” is bordered before by caution and consequence of stubborn rushing ahead and after, with gracious reminder of what good comes from waiting, from being attentive to God.
“Ah, stubborn children,” declares the Lord, “who carry out a plan, but not mine…”
Isaiah 30:1 ESV
Beware the place you arrive without pause. me
It wasn’t a life-changing yes or no. I’d done my research, asked for input from another.
A nominal purchase, was my pull towards jumping in to the opportunity because of the way it was marketed as invaluable, making possible my impossible success as a writer or
was it fear of missing chances,
not being able ever at all?
So, I paused. I gave the decision space and an honest self examination.
I chose not to make what was touted as essential, a sure path, success in my creative goals.
I let it be, left it alone.
God revealed another way, something I already own.
At my fingertips, the tools and in my thoughts, deeply planted abilities are gradually peeping through towards the light.
I was reminded in my pause.
Can’t believe sometimes, I continue this writing not much more than a journal. So many bloggers, I’m just one and my readership is oh, so small.
Yet, this daily thing is practice and it flows steady, gently from my daily morning pause.
I pause, I’m reminded.
Lord, help me not to flee frantically from the quiet place with you, the place where you keep me, continue to make me strong.
Keep me from the need for acclaim. Keep me in the quiet places where I hear you clearly saying, don’t go after that, I have equipped you, see me, see you. You are able, Lisa Anne; but, never, on your own. Let me lead you in the way you know so very well and let it show.
The way of quiet confidence, be willing.
Because of mercy, Amen
“For thus said the Lord God, the Holy One of Israel, “In returning and rest you shall be saved; in quietness and in trust shall be your strength.” But you were unwilling,”
Isaiah 30:15 ESV