Sometimes, I’ll pray,
Jesus, be my editor.
I want to be observant of Him, my life and my art and words, purveyors of Him.
I want to cause others to consider my present hope in light of my previous trauma.
No day is the same as any single day before. Our days might be framed and arranged with similarities, coffee, and quiet and an awareness of a bird waking up outside your window, but it’s never just the same.
Our days, never the same, the exact time the birds begin to sing, their type and from whence they have flown.
The words I write, the way I consider my schedule, I’m slow and achy or optimistic or something in the middle.
I repeated a tough time yesterday; but, only in my retelling of its story.
Very clear, the memory I shared to express a time of a prayer, a plea.
It was pleasant to tell of an unpleasant time, as if an accidental reminder to myself, you got through that, you are strong.
All is well.
Just the reframing of a recollection we’d never aim to repeat.
All of our regrets, our remorse, and resentment over wrongs done us or by us.
We need only repeat them as a reference, a reference of how different we are, how decidedly committed to reframing our trials in light of knowing God saw us then and sees us now.
“For I know the plans I have for you,” says the Lord. “They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope.”
Jeremiah 29:11 NLT
Pressing on, not repeating old stories, only reading the chapters of our lives, rewritten, edited by God.
Prompted to write on word “repeat”, remembering times I’ve been brought through, times I don’t ever have to repeat but will recall them in ways to carry on.
Read other thoughts on “repeat” here: http://fiveminutefriday.com/2018/11/01/fmf-link-up-repeat/