Blank Slates and Clean Canvases
Many times Jesus spoke in a way that was so matter of fact, so very direct.
“The apostles said to the Lord, “Increase our faith!” And the Lord said,
If you had faith like a grain of mustard seed, you could say to this mulberry tree, ‘Be uprooted and planted in the sea,’ and it would obey you. Luke 17:5-6 ESV
I imagine them expecting some wisdom more than his reply of it’s up to you to embrace this powerful source, this thing you are to hold as evidence of me in you.
This mystery of a strength that no one can see, only can be known.
Jesus reminds me today as I read Luke’s recording of His words.
You know when your faith is waning, you know how to again believe.
You know you only need to begin, begin like tiny seed no one else can see; yet, can be fully and faithfully sort of secretively known.
It’s a thing between you and He.
So cup your little imaginary seed in the palm of your hand, Lisa Anne and then plant it on the blank canvases, open spaces and empty pages waiting for you to go and grow.
Maybe moving, uprooting, or seeing unusual or unexpected shooting ups of new living and new life.
Begin with your little seed.
Begin again to grow, not to chase, only go in the way you feel the sway of His answer to your longing, your prayer.
Lord, tell me what to say. Tell me what to create.
Begin because you know you are able and that you were made me to be capable.
You know that we can, God, it’s just we are not consistently obedient.
We are not always willing.
Like the apostles asked you to do it, to increase their faith, we do the same.
We must be willing to believe and begin and then to see the evidence of gifts we doubted we’d ever see.
We must wait for it, anticipate your glory!
Luke opened Chapter 17 with a conversation about temptations toward sin. Jesus told the disciples that temptation is a sure thing. He told them to be careful that their lives didn’t lead others to sin.
Then He healed ten lepers and only one came back to give praise, to thank God for the healing.
In response to the question about when and how they would see God’s kingdom, Jesus cautioned them all in their trying to figure it out, told them to spend less effort on being informed of the mystery and more on being prepared for it.
For not all will see the Kingdom, only those who follow, leave behind their questions and simply continue on, those who don’t turn back to what they left behind, their lives before.
“Whoever seeks to preserve his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life will keep it.”
Luke 17:33 ESV
Choose to stay on your different way.
Be the one who holds tight to the faith like tiny seed.
Be the one who chooses moderation over selfish satiation. Be the one who turns back from yet again grace to honor the one who makes hope and healing.
Be the one who surrenders and believes God created you for more and that more starts often with the tiniest of seeds.
Be the one who knows it is okay to ask for help. To sit without words as the warmth of a tear puddles in your eye’s corner, to say, I am here again, God. I can’t find you nor can I find the words.
Change me from the inside, so that my outside is the one you know I was created to be.
Blank slates every morning, clean canvases waiting to bring you glory, Lord, let it be.
Let it be you through me.
“Remember not the former things, nor consider the things of old. Behold, I am doing a new thing; now it springs forth, do you not perceive it? I will make a way in the wilderness and rivers in the desert.”
Isaiah 43:18-19 ESV