In the midst of an unexpected prayer. One not timely or ritual.
I realized as I spoke my thoughts,
Faith is not something comprehensible.
Faith is continuing while lacking understanding.
Faith is a commitment to things like love and possibility,
the deep down wish it weren’t so undeniable hope that holds out for what might be.
I want to hold out, love when love is not logical.
Believe when there’s no evidence of payoff for my belief.
I want my faith to be my noticeable default.