4:30, 4:30, 4:30!!!!
The blaring bong of bell, he stops it and I want to say you could have gone without.
Your wife could have just told you so, quietly and matter of factly, it’s 4:30.
Last night, I prayed the ABC’s 3 times, 78 letters lined up, mostly spontaneously and my prayers had a bend towards gratitude.
Not the same old worry, the correspondence God knows so well of me.
My brain must have been overloaded in a good way because it had stories it refused to leave hanging and they continued all through the night.
Then, I woke up remembering what I wrote hurriedly and just let it be.
This 31 day thing feeling like obligation and nothing more. I could have trashed it, the one that was without flow and didn’t circle back around to make sense.
No matter really, I’m learning to grow.
Ironically, I wrote about not being “good” and the first thing that came to mind when my knees hit the floor in the darkness was.
I’m good, God. I’m good.
The reality of a sleepless night and a day that has the likelihood of stressful situations, wasn’t about to phase me, I felt sure.
Because I woke refreshed, unbelievably so and assured.
All is well.
God is so that way.
Oh, how I love His subtle ways.
All will be good.
All is well.
At the close of a meeting of minds trying to be correctly succinct and with draft three or four of some set of bylaws, there was a lull in the banter.
I looked down towards the gentleman who is in charge of the weekly soup kitchen.
Asked Jim, “How’s your friend?” He smiled and told me he saw him on Saturday, they all celebrated his 70th over soup.
“I still have the ring he made me.” I added, happily.
Remembering the day we were charged with counting the homeless and a pleasant man on a bike met us in the park to talk. He magically, meticulously folded a dollar bill and presented it to me, a ring!
Give me times like that Lord, more of these moments that set me back on track.
That remind me trials are common to us all, that we’re not different ever in your sight.
That your goodness is common to us all.
“The poor and the oppressor have this in common: The Lord gives sight to the eyes of both.”
Proverbs 29:13 NIV